Jennifer Teege and her grandfather, Amon Goeth
Nigerian-German woman Jennifer Teege
grew up in a foster family. Only at age 38 did she discover her
biological family’s shocking history.
Teege is the child of a Nigerian student and the German daughter of Amon
Goeth, the commandant of the Plaszow concentration camp outside Krakow
in today’s Poland who featured in Steven Spielberg’s 1993 Holocaust
drama “Schindler’s List”. Her grandfather, Amon Goeth was a sadistic
Nazi criminal. Teege deals with the revelations in her new book.
When you hear Jennifer Teege tell her personal story it sounds a lot
like a movie. "Many people can't believe that my story is not fiction,"
she says. And indeed, it sounds a little absurd when a woman in her
early 40's with dark skin says she only recently found out that her
grandfather is an infamous Nazi criminal.
Mother: Amon Göth's daughter Monika gave birth to Ms Jennifer Teege after an affair with a Nigerian student
Amon Göth killed Jews in a concentration camp; Schindler saved the lives
of hundreds of Jews by letting them work in his factory. The country of
Israel gave Schindler the honorary title "Righteous among the Nations."
Amon Göth was hanged as a war criminal in Poland in 1946.
Murder from his balcony
One particularly poignant scene in the movie shows Amon Göth shooting at
prisoners from the balcony of his villa in Plaszow. The man became
known as the personification of a sadistic Nazi murderer. And Jennifer
Teege is his granddaughter.
Teege grew up in a foster family. Her biological father is from Nigeria;
her mother is German. She understands what it is like to stick out.
"When I was a child people would comment on my skin color, and that hurt me," Teege told DW in an interview.
Teege studied in Israel, where she met many holocaust survivors. She
read to them in German and was glad she wasn't perceived as a German.
Nobody in Israel would have thought that this dark-skinned woman was a
direct descendent of a Nazi criminal.
In fact, Jennifer Teege didn't know about it for a long time, either.
She was brought to a foster home as a little girl. In the beginning her
biological mother and grandmother would visit her, but then the contact
broke off. At 38 Teege accidentally found a book and recognized her
mother on the cover. The book was about the concentration camp commander
Amon Göth and his daughter Monika - Jennifer Teege's mother.
Between heroes and monsters
This is where the book starts, which Jennifer Teege is now writing in
collaboration with journalist Nikola Sellmair. The title sends chills
down your spine: "Amon. My grandfather would have shot me." It is the
personal story of Jennifer Teege and her quest for her identity. The
book also deals with Germans falling silent in the post-war era about
what had happened in the Third Reich, which has an impact yet today.
Younger generations demanded those who actively experienced the Nazi
regime to face their past. But "what their own grandfather really did -
many don't know about that," writes journalist Nikola Sellmair. In the
book she puts Teege's individual story in a historic context.
"Many children of famous Nazis are torn between glorification and
unlimited hatred of their fathers," Sellmair writes. The son of Hitler's
right-hand man, Rudolf Hess, spent his life trying to clear his
father's name. The grandniece of Hitler's air force head, Hermann
Göring, got voluntarily sterlized "in order to not produce another
monster like this." Teege's own mother, Monika Göth, gave numerous
interviews about her father, in which she wavers between hatred and
justification of his actions.
"While the children of Nazi criminals still deal with the crimes of
their fathers, the grandchildren are reprocessing the entanglement of
their families," Sellmair writes. Dealing with the crimes makes the
descendants hold onto the guilt of their families, she adds, but
accounting for the past gives grandchildren a way to free themselves of
their feelings of guilt.
Processing the past
"It is very easy to distance yourself from Amon Göth, who is such a
strong symbol for evil and say 'I am different,'" Teege said. "But there
are shades. A person isn't either good or bad." For Teege this
differentiation is important, especially to avoid painting the enemy in a
false portrait of hatred. After all that's exactly what happened during
the Nazi regime, she said.
Through her book and research, Teege is facing her family history. She
looks through pictures of her grandmother, who temporarily lived with
Amon Göth in his concentration camp villa. She often travels to Krakow
to the scene of her grandfather's crimes. She meets with historical
witnesses who remember the horrors of the past. She reads everything she
can find about the Nazi past and talks to psychologists to help process
it all. "You think that if you don't talk about something, then it
won't have any impact on you. But in my case the silence had a
destructive effect," she said.
All her life Teege said she suffered from depression, but now she feels
very well. "Your origin is decisive in your own identity, and every
person needs to feel their own identity,” Teege said. So far she has
focused on her German family history but in the future she wants to get
to know Africa and travel to Nigeria - the home of her biological
father.
Culled from Deutsche Welle
Culled from Deutsche Welle
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